I get really jealous when I see people have a good relationship with their family.
“It’s not fair-” I think.
“It’s not fair that they get that love and support and I’ve been abused for as long as I can remember.”
I feel so selfish thinking like that because I hope they do have that love and support I craved, I just wish I could have had that, too. Maybe I wouldn’t be so broken..
honestly my life rn is basically that gif where the dude is like “OH SHIT!” and the gif starts content aware scaling and then it just stops and goes back to normal and hes like “i’m okay”